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Today has been the most awful day.
I woke up late, so I had to rush to school.
Once there, I was bombarded by emotions I couldn’t handle. I was happy one minute, then sad the other, then pissed off, then I had a huge headache. I spent the day with a huge knot in my throat, trying not to cry.
My acid reflux was acting up, (I hadn’t eaten anything since last night), so I called my mom to bring me food for lunch. Never got it. The front office sent her away because she brought the food five minutes after lunch time.
I almost broke out into tears in math class because no matter how hard I tried, I couldn’t grasp the concept of the lesson, and it made me very frustrated.
Once home, I found the bag of food my mom had left me. In the fridge. Stale french fries and a now 5 hour old burger. I ended up throwing it away, and throwing a huge fit. It wasn’t even about the burger. I was just so upset that the day was going so poorly. I screamed, I cussed my brother out, I threw things across the room, I just needed to release my feelings.
Right after, I had a church council meeting I had to attend, but completely forgot I had invited guest over. I rushed home and parked the car. I crashed into the neighbors car and busted my headlight. I was also driving with no licence.
My mom went to our neighbors and RATTED ME OUT. Luckily, their car was not working, but now they know me as the asshole that crashed into their car.
I just took my depression medication, which leaves me completely without energy. I have finals next week. I also have a test tomorrow. I also have a science fair project to work on, and all I want to do is stay in bed crying. I am also backtracked on orders I took Monday, though the money will go to replacing the headlight I broke.
Today has been one of my bad days. I’ve just been bombarded by so many emotions, then none at all. I don’t know what to do. I’m losing control of my life and I can’t do anything about it. I just don’t want to deal with anyone right now. I don’t want to go to school tomorrow.
I just want to say in bed and cry and cry and cry. I’m so sad. I just feel so dumb and useless and worthless. I can’t help but feel like I’m just a burden. God help me.
Reblog if you would watch Doctor Who even if there was no romantic dynamic between the Doctor and their companion.
IT IS ACTUALLY BETTER THIS WAY
UNLESS IT’S ROSE.
IF THEY BROUGHT ROSE BACK AND THERE WAS NO DYNAMIC, I MIGHT THROW A FIT.
UNLESS SHE WAS LIKE, A KID.
- me: *complains about not having a bf*
- me: *doesnt actually want a bf*
i wanna look like someone who can cut you but still bakes cookies in her spare time